Sunday, April 26, 2009

My broken record

Things are basically the same as they were last post. My pastor said this morning in church that one thing needed to find peace of mind is letting past mistakes go. I feel like this is an area that I am having difficulty with. I figure that I messed up last week so I am doomed and when I mess up again it is to be expected. I do this with more than eating. I mean why get off the couch or do my work... See a pattern. I think that all this negative thinking is really making my depressed. The sermon talked a lot more about finding peace of mind. I really took a lot away although I am not able to quote it. More of a feeling that I left with. One of hope. So I deleted all of my previous weight history on the blog and we are going to move forward from here.

On the home front...we have a contract on our townhouse. We have completed home inspections on both homes. There are a few repairs for this one. I am calling repair people tomorrow to move that along. There was less that I anticipated. I guess I am harder on things than the inspector. After repairs are complete, we have home appraisals and then we are good to go. At this point settlement looks like it will be May 26 in the evening. I have mixed emotions. I am excited on one hand and nervous on the other. I think it will be easier to clean and manage a bigger house since things will not be a crammed or cluttered. I am nervous about the payment but I have to have something to worry about.

My little baby has grown so much. She is crawling everywhere and is such a delight. I want to get moving myself so I can keep up with her and play a little easier. I get tired now and that needs to change.

1 comment:

  1. I want to see pics of Meredith..I bet she is so much bigger by now:) Congrats on selling your townhouse...that was quick yeah? It is so nice to have a bigger space..but don't you worry..the more space you have the more stuff you accumulate to fill it:)

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